Phantasmal Relief ' She Was No Longer There ' Poem by Danny The Dreamer Boyd

I opened my eyes and she was there;
And in disbelief, and in despair:
I touched her face and it was she,
The same old girl that me did err.

Oh God I did once have a prayer:
To forget all the guilt and her glare;
And along comes peace and serenity,
Yet again came along my old cross to bear!

And so I smiled and at her did stare;
And bit my lips and hid my scare,
And held her tight, and I couldn't be
Any happier but, afraid it's all a nightmare.

Then I did ask if she still does care:
About all the memories that she did tear,
And suddenly I a tear did see,
And felt that she, is here to all repair.

And then all that's been, I started to compare;
And saw that rough road, and knew it's not fair,
And I had the chance to stop, before I'm hurt badly,
After all she's just silent, and nothing she did declare.

But what shall I do when comfort is in the air?
It's only for seconds, it's not going to last I'm aware!
Yet it's better to be happy, even if it's just temporary;
After all I knew, Life has been and always will be unfair.

And so I turned my face, and She Was No Longer There,
She was gone before myself I could prepare:
For another heartbreak and a curse for eternity;
The curse of a can't be forgotten love: that I'll always bear.

And then I looked around; and there lied just four walls;
And everything was clearer: when I did the past recall.
'It's better than before.' says I; to prevent any more falls,
Yet I am just living a lie, for I miss the joy, woes and all.