Please Ask Me When It Was Over Poem by Maria Sudibyo

you never know what I'm feeling
because you are not here
I can't see you
I can't hear you
but I always surrounded by you
you teach me joy
you teach me sorrow
you show me joy
you show me sorrow
I have danced like red shoe
and my breath lost when it was over
I have eaten bowl of chillies
and my tongue burned when it was over
you never know what I wished
the day you were gone
I have given love for you
and I still don't have the answer
because it was not over