Please Help Me Poem by ashley roberts

i am reaching out for love when theres nothing else left
i am refusing to give in when i know this is not my best
this hurt i feel it hurts more than anyone could ever guessed
i know if my heart was to beat it would shatter my chest
i still stand tall ready for life's test wont let my fear be expressed
my thoughtless thinking is just like my pointless sinking
life can come to a end with a blink of a eye while everyone is blinking
noone around to wonder what is on my mind what i am thinking
just me in this world what would happen if i were to die within
would anyone notice or Evan care because i am full of sin
now i ask myself for what? so i can start again try to win?
or act like i am nice and happy but i am burning from sin
please god forgive me i want to confess my sins
i am just not to sure if i am ready to be strong within
please help me someone the devil, s closing in
i don't want to be what i always have been
i don't want to see what i have been forced to see
i just want to love and live on happily
i don't know maybe that life is to good for me
or maybe its just not meant to be
i am scared please wont somebody help me
you know what forget it this is clearly all i can be
ill let the devil run lose and control me
forget the nice ways forget being happy
i am done with this world BECAUSE ITS TOOK TO MUCH OF ME!