Please Pierce A Needle Trough My Heart Poem by Esther Melbourne

Please pierce a needle trough my heart,
to numb these feelings of pain,
that beats every second,
of every minute
in each hour of the day
Take my mind and shake it that it may rattle
so I can forget the words that resonate in pounding sub text,
rejecting the love, now grown over months journeyed trough.
Emotions shown.
your actions....
Love that was made over
over
over
Over, over and over
Every time we stared into each other
Souls became one
I convinced myself it was not coincident for us to reunite after 12 years of
no co-existence
but mean to be
I still search for the reasons...
In love I am with you yet
Confused
you see for years I thought I had experienced love
Until you arrived
I now know that wasn’t the case
What I felt then was
infatuation
lust,
I yearned for more
Your display of affection to me,
Moments of being embraced in your arms
a love like no other
No words or paintings or stories ever told could be compared

All that I ever wanted rolled up into one
From you
The one thing that now separates us is time,

Time being the master of the universe this time the wrong time for this
to bloom
Insecurity creeping up through my veins spiralling through my temple
leads me to think if I let go to test the hands of time I will lose you


(2009)