Please Smile My Friend Poem by Anna Cellmer

I feel I was not good to you again
And I make you feel not the right way
I know I touched you by my words
I wish to make you smile again
Please smile to me, my friend
Please stay with me, my man
Please understand that sometimes
I'm as I'm
Some things around make me still
Not as I wish I could
Be for you
Please forgive me
I was so busy with my thoughts
So silly I am sometimes
So not good
To you
But I can't sleep I can't live
If I'm not sure
That everything is well with you
So please let me know
That your mood is better now
That you are fine
That you stay with me
Like this until
I’ll be ready to be
This woman from your dream
I wish to be reborn to you
I'm still inside this world
Where I'm not easy to stand to you
But I don't feel well with this, so
I need some change
I need new dream
To invite you
To be
To create
To love
Or to die
If I'd ever lie