Prove Me Wrong. Poem by Hailey Marie

How am I sapposed to feel
when no one believes in me
and now no one seems to care enough
I'm a lost cause, thats what they see
I keep hearing it in my head
I'll never amount to anything, I'm never enough
are they just hoping, or would they care if I was dead
I no longer take the pills that filled me with glee
but no ones proud, no one cares, like always, im still not enough
They say I'm sensitive, caring, the perfect boyfriend
I've been single for over a year, no one wants me in the end
don't lie to me, I know I'm nothing, not enough
whats wrong with me? my mind brings me down
and slowly the ones who try to make me smile give up
I'll be left with no one but the voice in my head
that voice that is forever saying
I'm not enough