Psycho-Somatic-Addict-Insane Poem by Ryan Frenrey

Running away and trying to escape
I wanna get away, get away from this place
I’m hiding in my skin and I’m searching for some truth
I won’t tell you my pain, because I don’t want you to know I’m insane
And I’m not sorry and I’m not gonna complain
But sometimes I’m crazy, I cant seem to refrain
I'd put a bullet through your head, but I rather stab you instead
Whatever makes a slower death, whatever makes you lose your breath
I’ll come during the day, so you can look straight in my eyes
I don’t care if you say you love me, I just want to see you die
I want to see a fire in your eyes, that was never really there
Detach all your nerves and give you an excuse to never care
This is how I feel, and maybe I’m starting to see things straight
I’m stabbing only plastic, cuz that’s all you are is fake
Still wasting my time, still pulsating through my veins
Still lying to myself, knowing that you’ll never change
So kill me now and continue to spread your disease
When you see death staring you down, I hope what you think about is me