Purest Of Pain Poem by Angel of Darkness

You drag me down into the unknown
tear away my heart and soul
You left so cold and lonely
with beautiful memories only.
I am trapped here all alone
You were my happiness inside
The sweetest thing I have known
My friend, my lover, my guide.
all I wanted by my side
But you are my suicide.
The angel that leads me in the dark
and laughs as I am torn apart
Drinking from the stream of hate
Only to make it last
So I hide into loneliness
drifting into nothingness
Can't bring you back
Trying so hard
It's just so meaningless
begging for forgiveness
Standing here with all my shame.
Calling over and over your name
I threw it all away
Now I have to stay
In this hollow hell
Begging to be forgiven
and to break your spell
Don't leave me
trapped outside forever
crying your name in vain
in the purest form of pain.