Purging On Your Thought Poem by Perfectly Flawed

Purging on your thought
I cannot keep my feelings inside
Gagging on my sentence
this is too much to decide

I cannot agree on one thing
when nothing at all makes sense
my head is in a whirlwind
and my body is feeling tense

Playing around with my feelings
wore my self esteem out like a toy
yet he came back for more each time
because my pain seems to bring him joy

Do you feel in control now?
Now that im at your feet?
do you feel like a king?
as you smile down at my defeat?