Puzzle Me Poem by Heart of Ice Die Die Die

I want to give up.
Can't fine rhyme
nor reason.
Nothing fits.
Can't write what I'm feeling
and make it fit
to the echoes of insanity.
Just won't come out right,
don't have the energy left
to finish the puzzle
that's missing pieces.
Pieces to the puzzle
pieces to the puzzle
what did that puzzle used to be?
Why me
me me me?
Ha, where am i now?
Lost, scattered, abandoned.
The little girl
who accidentally scattered
my puzzle me
laughs and asks where have I gone?
The family who lost me
congregates
to discuss my absence.
My amdoner
who's name I cannot utter
for fear of recombustion
becomes abandonee
then shifts back to abandoner.
Puzzle me
puzzle me
where oh where
has puzzle me gone?

Feb.-8-10