Ramblings Poem by Sarah Cotnam

hallucinating feelings negatively
im sleep depriving
myself in a way that
i cant get through it
cant get through these coming days
where life is hopeless
love is empty nothing friendly
no my friend you cant turn me back
im heading dark and spinning
intertwining falling blindly
close my eyes not seeing
counter acting black expanding
im not dying just rude awaking
of puzzeled thoughts
and brain complaining
from your explaining