Rape Poem by Jessica lee Workman

I remember each second of that night
each time I try to forget the pain and memory
of that time it is still there

I remember when you got on top of me and held me down
and even though I screamed for help nobody came
now I live with it each day of my life
I try to remember it was not my fault but still deep inside
I think it was
How could you take something from me that was not yours
to take
How could you sleep at night knowing that I can't
How could you of raped me and pretend you never did
How can I cope with it when I know I can't?
i started to see thing that are not really there.
so now i thought of killing myself, so i tryed