Real-A-Lizing Poem by coby salazar

you write sucide notes page to page
you write down what you want to do to other to release your rage
your wanting so much just to die
but yet your still alive
you can no longer hold down all your hate
one more insult and its to late
you come back the next day ready to kill
hopeing to take your emenys stright to hell
now your standing there cam and ready
holden two guns up aimed and steady
you close your eyes and pull the triger
you rotate around you dont shake or shever
you open your eyes and to see that your done
deep inside you finaly feel like you have won
as you stand there looking around
you see them all bleeding on the ground
people that could of been
your firends
but you never gave them a chance
now you think your life just enhanced
you feel like your one step above them all
but yet their laying down still waching you fall
you fall into your same tears
now you put the gun to your head in fear
in fear that god just seen what you've done
now you have no choises, you cant hid or run
you think of many ways you can try and get out
you finaly make up your mind and put the gun in your mouth
you look at the sky as you count to five
and wonder how wonderfull it would be to fly.........

-Faden Back-