Reality Poem by Katrina Olson

Do you ever wonder what could have been?
Ever think you have an evil twin?
If me and you never met
If me and you never had time together spent
Ever wonder where we would be
If you never met me
I wonder if you think
About the ship we let sink
I wonder if you'd be happy
Without the thought of me
All I do is bother you
I wonder if you see it too
I sometimes think of your eyes
How they looked straight into mine
I remember the happiness too
I remember the sadness I put you through
You forget me
You forget what I see
You never wonder what could have been
You realize you're your own evil twin
You don't want me
You finally see
I was never a reality for you
I was a nightmare that came true
Thoughts of you kill me
You can't even see
You are not reality for me
But a dream I wish to once again see
But this will never be
Because this is not reality.