Reason Poem by Matthew Bennion

What ever happened to true love?
What ever happened to one and only love?
What ever happened to forever and always?
It’s crazy to think that over the years love has ran dry
It’s crazy to think that you keep running though my head day in day out
I just want to shout at the top of my lungs
I’ve given up on love
I’ve given up in one and only
I’ve given up
Why
Why must I give up?
Why must I run from what’s in front of me
Why must my mind always get the best of me?
My heart is dry
My mind is spiraling
I feel like I’m dividing
Two different personalities
The one that every one wants to see
And the one that no one wants to see
I just want to run
I just want to hide
I just laugh
Why am I laughing?
Why am I smiling?
I am insane to think that you truly love me
I am insane to think that you are my one and only
I love you
I hate you
I can’t live without you
You are the reason why I am the way I am
You are the reason I can’t sleep at night
You are the reason for me being
I just wish you would see that
I just wish you would see your beauty like I do
I know I know it’s not too much to ask for
But you are my other side
But you can’t see it through my head
My mind
My heart