Reflections Of This Poem by Vision Ghost

Not sure of which way to look, to avoid this
The mind eyes that can’t be closed, like a cist
That’s stuck in my head, as is the image of you
Drifting thoughts to parable, to something true

The catching of hearts descent, into my breakdown
Gravity plays a part, of a world turned upside down
The pieces of me like rain drops, from a dark cloud
Falling unto me, into my eyes like a darker shroud

So confused and nothing else remains, in focus
Illusion of our love like crops, swarmed by locust
Except this pain that I feel, is so very real now
I was too happy to see the shots, across my bow

Can’t run, as I belonged to nowhere else, but here
Never did I think I could, again, experience fear
Or of the loneliness, that fills up the empty whole
Feeling like a product, maybe I should sell my soul

Place me upon the shelf, the only way to be close
To you again, whilst I reminisce in sorrowful throes
Holding my head in my hands, trying for an answer
Feeling as though, I’ve been swept away by disaster

Much of your embrace, is now the distant memory
Of times so vanished, like the faces of chronology
Through years of life, that seems so very endless
Thought I was indestructible, but I’m so defenceless

Pick up the rucksack of my heart, and continue on
Down the dirt road of stones, each mile far gone
As the lump in my throat swells, to my eyes in tears
That the parched track, moistened by watery spheres

How human emotion of this, is so very unforgiving
Relentless like the beating sun, that’s so burning
Drifter and the forgotten, hearts voice now a mewl
How did this happen, in a world that can be so cruel