Rockstar Poem by Ramona Thompson

Never felt so far from you
When I look into your eyes
My fear grows and grows
Cos I just don't see me there anymore
Makes my head spin
This new lifestyle that you're living
Leaving me behind
So damm far behind
Used to be so close
So close that we were almost one
Now I wonder
Will our love survive this latest test?
The test of your new life as....
A rockstar


Proud of you
Yet a part of me wishes that you were't
Part of that scene
Part of that world
Where this girlfriend fears she will never belong
Standing outside the club
Crying silent tears
My heart breaking in two
As you live it up
Inside da club with your boyz
Tell me
How the hell am I supposed to compete with that?
How am I supposed to keep on loving you now that you're a.....
Rockstar


Mad about you
Mad at you
Got me so damm mixed up that I can't breathe
Can't think
Can't eat
Can't sleep
Love you but I hate you
Want you but I don't want you
Tearing me up inside
Unsure of where we're heading
At first it was a blissful heaven
Now I'm feeling bad, low and sad
Getting dragged along on my own personal ride to hell
Hating my life as the girlfriend of a rockstar hero tonight


We had dreams
All those wonderful dreams
Just you and me
Forever
Don't you remember?
How it was supposed to be?
Sad but true
I don't think that you do
Not anymore
Sad but true my baby
I think the man you used to be is gone
Gone and I ain't never gonna get him back again
Kills me to know that your dream come true has killed ours
Hey rockstar.........


Hope it's worth it without me by your side



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