Sad Feelins Poem by Travis Johnson

It’s crazy how things go
From good to worst
And so much on my mind
I feel nothing but the hurt
I’m never willing to give up
No matter how much of the pressure
And it’s hard not to look in the mirror
Without seeing the guns on the dresser
And I know I’m not single
But I live my life on the edge
This is real facts
Jus so you understand
The things I deal with
From time to time
Gots me emotional and confused
Carried like the aging of wine
I don’t mean to depress ya
Jus tryna say how I feel
And the things on my mind
To me it kills…
I’m so down and under
And so tired of the struggle
Sometimes I can’t speak
My voice gets muffled
I really wanna cut through
And get over my past
But if it wasn’t for my past
I’m thinkin would I ever last
I’m so sad right now
Need something to cheer my up
If it aint my wife and daughters
You gonna need a lot of luck