Sad Matt Poem by Matt Gibson

I have to inner happiness, my heart is full of pain,
I'm in love with a girl who I fear does not feel the same,
I can't control my need for her I can't control how I act,
I cannot be mad at her for the reasons that she doesn't love me
back,
I wish I could be the one she wants to be with for, forever,
But sadly I believe soon she will say good bye to me and my life
it will be over,
Time they say it heals all but I've been through this before,
after reuniting with her after 5 years it seems I only want her
more,
She's in my thoughts through out the day and my dreams at night
as i sleep,
Wondering how and where she is and dreaming if I'll be the
one she decides to keep