Scars From Pain Poem by Amy Hang

Do you know what?
When you get hurt emotionally, it's like a scar.
The pain doesn't go away.
It's always there noticeable or deep within you.
I just want to cry my heart out or just seriously die.
Disappear in the howling wind when it calls towards doom.
Fall into darkness & reach to hell.
Burn in flames that causes scars.
The scars from pain & suffer is a memory that doesn't go away.
Coming out from hell is a story that repeats itself.
No matter where you go, the memory chases you till it hunts you down.
The pain & suffer leads you to fear everything that reminds you of the
Dark memory that's scared up your mind.
My mind is filled with images that keeps coming back to repeat itself.
Every heart beat I take, tears comes rolling down my life until it absolutely stops.
Call my name, feel the shame, when I'm down, but you won't see me around.
I'll be hiding in every shadow to hide my pain.
I caused my own pain, even if someone else caused it.
I'm the one who to blame for letting the darkness destroy me one by one.
Letting myself hard to breath, but feeling every pain that gets to me,
Make me weak & pathetic.
No more words to describe me.
But the ones that destroys me everyday in my sleep.
Dreaming the dark memories is a shadow behind me that never leaves.


- Amy Hang
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June 1,2009