Second Thoughts Poem by JenOfPoetry METAPHORICALLY SPEAKING

Thinking there should be some explanation as to why
It was done this way the first time…now… not so sure that way was good idea
Maybe should try it this way…
Every time the feeling is right…it always finds a way to be wrong
Always go with the first mind…what some say…
will never go wrong if done this way
If that is true…why the lack of assurance
Maybe the confidence that was there when the decision was made became lost
The excitement of the idea…decision to jump into action…way to fast
Waiting may have been wiser…Not enough thought went into the
Ifs
And's
OR's
But's
As to what will be…

Sitting here having second thoughts about the situation at hand…
Deciding if this is the right wo/man…
Watching the Flaws instead of the Awe's
Creating uncertainty in the mind… forgetting the errors that lie within
Holding onto past woes that don't pertain to the future flows…
Better get a third mind to go back to the first mind...
3 heads are better than 1…so they say
Confusion and chaos with too many given opinions
Causing emotional turmoil and mental divisions
Should've
Would've
Could've
The #1 Blues song…the words are cries for help…
Sticking with the First mind…self-consciousness… in its place would have kept…

Second thoughts on a purchase …really want it…is it really needed
First minds says let it be…Second mind says "go on…it's deserving can't you see"
Walk away
Coming back
Walk away
Coming back
What the Heck go ahead and get that…
Bring it home… realizing…this was really needed like another hole to the dome…
Money spent…on something that didn't give a cute accent…
Should have used it on another that made more sense…

Having Second thoughts….out come …on self put fault…
Before going thru and becoming distraught…lay it on the line… give it further thought
Always listen to the First mind…and the second thought will be redefined

Jen of Poetry
(Copyright June 22,2011)