Self Doubt Poem by Rick Elpers

I'm wondering the path
that I've embarked upon
twisted and narrow 
is worth the sacrifice

That wrenches my heart
befuddles the mind
creates this canyon
that may never be filled

The lack of self security
pains me to realize
that this earth possibly
won't yield to life companionship

My god my lord my creator
waits for my treading 
to reach a point
where I'll be ready for her

Am I enough for him 
Am I enough for her
Am I enough at all 
Am I enough at all