Should I? Poem by ESPN CHICK

Holding the tears
Fighting the suicide thoughts
Wishing this pain would just go away
Theres nothing that can heal it


Pain surrounds me everywhere I go
All the, scars will not fade
I wonder everyday would the world miss me
Should I just die here tonight


End this pain and misery
No more lies, there will be no more anything
This pain I hold inside would be gone
I wouldn't suffer

I wouldn't have to lie to myself
And say that everything will be okay
That one day I will be happy
Cause I know deep inside I won't

I wonder should I try to die
Should I end it all here tonight?

October 29,2007