Silver Tears Poem by Kimberly lambright

Silver tears fall from the sky.
I cry out in pain as each tear falls to my skin.
I thought everything was going to be better.
Things just got worse.
I never wanted this pain in my heart to be here.
I wish I could just end it all in one simple plan.
Maby there is a way.
I think and think and think about it and only one thing comes to my mind.
Suicide.
Can that be the only solution?
Would killing myself really help ease the pain.
If I left this world who would care about me enough to cry at my funeral?
Would anyone even miss me when I am gone?
Would you shed a single tear for me?
Would you even lift your fingers to say goodbye?
Would you even kiss my forehead to show me that its alright?
Even if I told you I never wanted to see you again?
Would you still be there to show me that you loved me?
I just cant take this pain much longer.
I need it to end like now.
So, slowly I walk to the bathroom and shuffle through the cabinet.
I find what I am looking for.
In the small corner of the right is a small hole.
I hide three razor blades in it last year.
I knew I would need them one day again.
I sat on the floor and cryed for hours.
No one did anything.
I know every one could hear me but they only heard the tears of
A young heart broken girl.
What do I hear though?
I hear the pain of a girl who is thinking about death and nothing at all.
I take the blade and slowly pass it over my wrist.
Red liquid pours out.
I wince at the pain
Just a little deeper.
Just a few more.
I cut several more times on the same arm.
I do the same amount on the other arm.
More blood pours out onto the floor.
I turn on the radio and put my cd in.
(you are the strength…….that keeps me walking) {Lifehouse lyrics not my own}
I cry even harder.
I fall to the ground.
Darkness takes over.
I no longer hear anything.