Slow Painful Suicide Poem by Alex Rodriguez

Have you ever try to
feel weak and powerful
at the same time?
well there's only one way
of doing it, if you really want to then.

take a bunch of pills
You'll start feelin alive but dead inside
you'll get really sleepy

at the same time you'll be awake till you die
or at least if someone finds your
your body gets weak and loose
but you'll feel so powerful
cause you've the control of your poor life

You get to choose
decide, either you
Live or Die
stills the same, i can't lie
if you want to kno the truth
at the end
you'll feel weak and dead
so you feel like living again

that somone you wanted
to help you out
never came to rescue
so you got disapointed of yourself
for makin this big mistake
and you fall asleep and die

But if you dont get disapointed
and still want to die, that somebody
find you layin down about to die
and takes you to the hospital
or calls 911 for help
then you decide to try again
later on
by cuttin yourself and bleed to death

But! you got disapointed of yourself
and someone finded you again
so now your pissed and insane
you decide to try once again
but this time you got what you wanted
since the beginning

Before youd die
you felt such an awful pain
when you cutd your wrist and got disapointed
of yourself that you wanted to live again
cause this was a terrible big mistake

Now our lonely and
no one's helping you no more
so say Good-bye cause
this is you reality
nobody's around you
so be happy while
your feeling this awful pain
while your gettin depress as hell
and lonesome is your best friend now

congratulations! cause
you are now having what you wanted a
Slow Painful Suicide.