Smeared Poem by Isyaffi Md Isah

Lose control
Of whatever I have owned

Lose it all
Nothing's left, I'm all alone

When I chanced upon you
I recognised the look in your soul
There is something we both shared
But I need help to find my way back there

I'm alright
And you know I'm lying
Who cares if I lied
I just wanna see you right back up and shining

In this pose
I'm just indisposed
Now predisposed
To give myself a chance at trying

Won't you burn me with your light
Won't you burn me up inside
Won't you burn me out of sight
And save me from this night I'm seeking

In this pose
I'm just indisposed
Now predisposed
To give myself a chance at dying