So Lost Poem by Darkangel Flyfree

So lost
so lost in my own grief
i cannot come out of this
pain, misery, abandonment
so overwhelming, so conflicting
don't know what to do
have no one
no one to turn to
i want to die
to end this pain
im so lost on this earth
please take me now
i cannot fight this fight
much longer
im so trappped in this body
can't break loose
im not suppose to be here
in this time, in this place
its all an illusion
nothing feels real
whats going on
i just want to wake up
break loose from these chains
that holds me back
want to feel real, want me back
please help me find myself
don't know this person
staring back in my reflection
so lost i am.