So Sorry Poem by Stanley Oguh

Three words, eight letters, so difficult to say
They're stuck inside of me, they try and stay away
I try to speak them but my voice can't catch the air
May be am afraid of the lost feelings and emotions it will stir
There's one sad truth in life I've found
That mistakes are meant to happen cos they are never out of bound
True love like yours is a great gift that shouldn't be toyed with
Rather should be treasure αnd cherished it
With lots of love αnd care
But that i fail to do αnd now it's causing me a nightmare
Knowing that losing you will make my world meaningless
With so much pain that are endless
I admit i made α mistake by crossing the line
Cos all that happened between us are no person's fault but mine
I failed to be by your side when you needed me
Especially when your world was AT SEA
I left when you needed someone to hold you
hug you αnd respect the true worth of your value
I always say i will never do the things i did
attempting those things u forbid
So many times i said i will try
But all i did was to make you cry
So many times you needed someone to talk to
someone to listen αnd understand life from your own point of view
I was never around when u needed someone to show you true love
Someone to take away the pain you can get rid of
I never wished to cause you so much pain
Never want your love αnd care towards me to be in vain
Am deeply sorry for the pain you went through for my sake
All the hurts αnd heartbreak
Am sorry for the tears that came out from your precious eyes
Am sorry for the wrongs αnd lies
If only you knew just how much that i want you to stay
How i wish that this feeling would just go away
This unbearable guilt that i've caused on my own
I feel as if i've cut you deep, straight to the bone
You must know that i need your love to survive
And without you i'd be more dead than alive
You must know that i love you, after all that we've been
through
And it pains me so much, to know that i've hurt you
Baby i'm so sorry, i know i did you wrong
But right by your side is where i belong