Something Is Missing Poem by Rosie Rose

It's been almost eight years.
Filled with the memories and tears.
No one knows what I go through.
And no one knows how much I miss you.
Pain has became my only true friend.
Cuz it's sure to stay with me til' the end.
Because of you, I hate holidays.
All the memories just bring back too much pain.
Can someone just take it all away?

I just wanna get through the year.
With hopes that I have cried my last tear.
I lay awake at night.
And I try not to cry.
I may have healed, but I will always be scared.
And since when has breathing become so hard?
It's taken me this long.
To understand you're really gone.
Sometimes, I think about what you taught me.
That in life you will not always be happy.

But you still taught me many other things.
Like how to be strong.
And how to move along.
My life may look just fine and stuff.
But it's actually been pretty rough.
There isn't a day that goes by.
That I don't wish you were by my side.

I wish you could be here to see how much we've grown.
And see our new and many homes.
I write about you all the time.
Like, every time you're on my mind.
One day, I hope you're well enough to see.
How much you meant to me.
I'm feeling better now than I did at the beginning.
Please, just join me now, and you can see the ending.

Tell me what ive done wrong, and tell me how to live life.
It's been hard so tell me how to not cry.
I need to know what's missing.
I hope one day, all this pain will be worth the fight.
And maybe one day, through darkness, I will see light.