Song: Try So Hard Poem by Lora Seger

i try so hard
to make things right
for everyone im misery in my own right
im oh so sad
but what do i care?
nothing let me see
there's nothing left for me anymore

copy these songs, claimt them for yourself
i dont really care, get credit for what im doin here
it doesnt really make a difference
dont ask me why not

you can dismiss me like i was nothing
call me names because i dun really care
does it all really matter anyway?
i think that it really does not

sit in the cold damp darkness of my mind
think of things that would usually never cross my mind
you see the gun that lies here next to me
you think you know what im about to do
dont you?

BANG! DAMN! THERE IT ALL GOES!
DOWN THE DRAIN AGAIN!
I SAID YEAH, DOWN THE DRAIN AGAIN!

-whispers- its all down the drain again, yeah, its all down the drain again
-whispers- tell me why did it go down the drain again, ill never see my life again
-whispers- everyone lost to me again
-whispers- because you went away once again
-whispers- never to be seen again