Step Father Poem by rebekka bear

i told you every thing
i trusted you with my life
i hoped you could save me
but soon after it ended my life
all the tears you see come down
all the time i sit and frown
all the days i thought noone cared
all the nights i lay awake hoping you'd return
you left after 12 years
do you no how bad that crushed me
i wish you could see how much you hurt me
how sad and screwed up i actually am
you where supposed to always be there
you where never supposed to leave
i want you to know you will always be my dad
and nothing will change that
but i dont know if i can trust you any longer