Still Frozen Poem by Cheryl Butler

Still and Frozen

My love aches for you so much.
The soft ice of your scent
Makes me bend to extremes
of not having you

I keep committing this sin
Lavender Vanilla and myrrh
suspends
Into my presence.

I feel the pestilence of
Jealousy
For women that are loved souls
I still doubt
I was always without
It's hard to control

You came to me with an Aura that was life changing
Your kisses amazing.My "family cursed
me to never receive love

So therefore I will never be good enough
I thought you changed that
With the vison I saw around you
I got the Aura wrong

I am frozen from the heat
Of years of love's angst sadness