Suffer In Silence -Sonnet- Poem by Evette Morales

I want to scream and let go of what's inside
This ugly monster likes to play at night
I can't control it, so I sit and hide
I've put up with it too long, I just can't fight

You love to scream and yell that it's all my fault
So I sat there quietly, holding my breath
This madness, these secrets are locked in a vault
I lost my mind, and it was all that i had left

The teardrops that smear the smile off my face
I'm fed up and tired of being a fake
The one home I had left, was now far from this place
I knew there was only so much I could take

So I live in silence and insanity
I am dead, and there's nothing left of me