Suffering. Poem by Kara Aleid was Thomas

for awhile i noticed a change
her pale face
her loud toned voice
i felt so betrayed
i feel so pressured
it feels like these tears
are't helping
she was suppose to care
she was suppose to help
all i got was guilt and regret
she doesn't realize what i need
right now all i want is a hug
to say everything is all right
she was suppose to understand me like
know one else would
she was suppose to love me the most
i sit back now with faded memory's of the good past
now im stuck thinking of whats left to come
and what ama suffer for now
i just wanna be better again so know one
has to hurt me
i just wanna be perfect enough to be left alone
it feels i have know one here
i need someone to cuddle into me
and tell me i dont have to worry no more
maybe someone will come save me
maybe haplessness happen to only the lucky ones.