Tears Keep Falling Poem by Beautifully Unknown

The tears keep falling
I can't make them stop
No matter how hard I try,
They keep pouring down my face
Like the blood thats pouring through my viens
I never wanted to be like this
I can't believe what I've become
I dont know how this came about
It all happened so fast
I don't deserve to have you love me
I can't understand why you do
I am nothing
There is nothing left that I can give
I already gave you all I had
But its not possibly enough
So I keep trying to give you all I have
Not holding anything back
But it seems I have nothing to offer
With nothing left, no hope, dreams,
Or anything good
I am just empty and emotionless
Trying fo find a way to give you something I dont have
Still the tears keep falling
Theres nothing I can do or say to calm you
I feel like you hate me when you don't believe me
Fine I'll admit it, i'll admit it just this once
I do cry, I cry a lot in fact
I cry everytime I upset you
Because it hurts me
A knife stabbs me in the heart
The screams of pain as the tears start to pour down my face
With no shame and noone to blame
Noone but myself
Because I'm the one who let loose
I let go, I lost it, they started to fall right in front of you
So I give bullsh*t reasons
But I live in a world that say NO you cant cry
Thats just not acceptable
I hat to admit it and yes you do know when I'm crying
Even if were just on the phone
But have you ever asked yourself...
How much I cry when I'm not with you?
Tonight it will go unsaid but you should know the answer.(never)
I'm freaking out, I want to scream, I can't make them stop
I feel like I'm dying
Dying unloved and unwanted
And with no one to believe me
Not even when I say I love you
But I guess thats okay too
I feel useless
Like noone even wants me
You say you love me,
But then why am I treated like this
If you loved me you would stop making me cry
And I wouldn't want to die
Would you even try?
Because these tears keep falling
And I don't know what to do!



-- Written in 2004 for my best friend and her boyfriend at the time. He wasn't very nice.