Temporary Sleep Poem by Micron

The pain in my heart soul drives deep
For night after night I can not sleep
The pain is real in my heart and throat
Like a razor blade youve tried to swallow but wont
so reach for the glass to sent the world numb
I know it wont and its simply dumb
the alcohol slides down burning the inside
but here from the world now I shall hide
The first just doesnt seem to help at all
So need more as I feel myself fall
So more alcohol follows the first
Im not drinking to quench any thirst
It burns inside like a raging fire
But it wont numb for.things are too dyre
be glad for what u got think positve peeps say
But heck I cant carryon living this way
So another and another slides down the throat
then my head goes fuzzy starts to float
The room slowly begins to swim
This internal battle I resign i wont win
For I know how hopeless I am
So i drink until things infront of me swam
Feelings inside just get more intense
This is real its so intense
So more and more follows the first
This temporary drunken sleep cant make my life worse