Terminated Poem by Johnny Checo

There are days where everyone wants to be by your side,
There are days were you have no one to lean on,
There are days where the knife is the only answer,
Where the pills kept calling me, drink me,
Drink me,
Drink the whole bottle,
There’s days when you feel like you can't keep moving,
Pushing,
Shoving,
Doing the daily things,
People never realize how easy they have it,
Yea life’s hard but think about what you have,
People seem to be selfish at points in life,
no one cares about anyone but themselves,
did you even like me,
did you even mean everything you ever said,
on this day it began I had someone,
Now I have no one my life is a mess,
Yes,
Someone might have it worse and I'm a strong person,
but every human being needs companionship,
I have no one,
I have no one who understands me,
I have no one,
People taking trips,
its so easy for them to spend days and hours just to go somewhere then when the funs over they repeat the process,
Back to the homeland,
The land where you stay,
May,
I,
Say,
That even when I have no one I wish I had you back,
When we didn't talk it would kill me inside,
I'd feel it in my stomach,
Destroying my insides,
And I made it this far without you but I can't keep on going any more should I end my life,
You should see what lies ahead,
Answer me this,
What are you without anyone?
Because in the end its just me myself and I....