That Decision From The Broken Poem by Manzanilla Mija

All right, it wasn't a smart decision,
But it gave me a relief escape.
Carefully, yet
Drastically I made the mark.
Excellent! My mind yelled.
For it is bleeding out the stress.
Great. I thought afterwards.
Here I go, failing again.
Instead, I quickly tried to not feel guilty.
Justice is served.
Killing out the faults and
Leaving the scars as evidence.
Many don't agree with this strategy.
Not that I really care.
Of course no one likes to be lonely.
Putting that on trial, it is
Quite better than to get hurt by people
Regardless if it isn't intentionally.
So now you understand how difficult
That Decision From The Broken is.