That Was Me Then, This Is Me Now Poem by megan watts

That was me then
This is me now
I look back on it all
And I wonder how
How I ever thought like that
And actually did that to me
I should have opened up my mind
But I was stupid, to blind to see
Every night before I went to sleep
A daily routine of breaking down and cry
Stupid things Id say
I even wished to die
Most of its in the past
But when i look back on it all
I stop and think about doing it
I just open my eyes to see
What am I doing, I'll regret it
I deserve better, I owe it to me