The Book Of Me (My Everything) Poem by Scarlet .....

The journal bleeds desperation
my story must be told
I need to get it all out
I need to release it all
as the pen runs out of ink
as does the body with blood
pain from the past ends here
these words can not be spoken
for the tears would drown a gaping mouth
the quivering hand writes out
the final chapter in life
the life in pain
when she decides to no longer live her life in vain
closing the book
and shut out painful emotions
no longer to feel such things again
there her story sits
for years to come
it will be there
for others to know they are not alone
the pages within my book
bleed from the scars no one sees
they are hidden within the pages
only there do my true emotions lie
if you but read between the lines
there would be no guess work involved
it is al there
right in front of your eyes
but the thing is it is up to you
to open that book
to read between the lines
are you ready to hear all that i have seen
to feel all that i have felt
for once you have read it there is no going back
so I ask you this are you ready?
really ready
to see the world through my eyes
when you are ready if you ever are
my book will still be laying here
along with my letter of my final good bye
ten yrs from now if you still wonder why
within your mind is the key
to the lock within the book
the book of me
my soul
my pain
my life
my everything