The Day I Lost Myself Poem by misty wright

have you ever loved someone
so much it hurts
i have and it still kills
me everyday to think about it

i smile everytime i hear
the sound of your voice
but the more you talk
the less i can take
cuz we all know i cant stay
im brokin but still hopin
youll make it through without me

i want to run away form this
and never look back
i dont want to leave you
but im sick of living with the guilt and the pain

sometimes i wish
i was never born
im sorry i cant be perfect
i dont want to hurt anymore
but when all your heart wants it to die
how do you move on?

its ok though cuz when im gone
it wont be long before you forget me
i cant live like this anymore
cuz everytime i cry
a part of me dies
now im numb to everything
including this blade upon my skin
so its time to give in to
whats been calling, pulling me for so long
its time to give up the fight
ive fought with for so long