The Death Of A Want Poem by Mohit Dhawan

I didn't wanted to say, but i couldn't
I didn't wanted it this way, but i couldn't

Once was a child,
Who came everyday and passes by
Wanted it like this for life,
Walking away glanced at me with one eye

There was a car,
I knew about from engine to alloy
Someone else bought it,
I was relaxed was a white lie

Decorations were bright,
It came once for the people nearby
Still scared was the bride,
As ques waited for an ans by

I took sleeping pills,
Expecting to woke with her sleeping nearby
Gazing at the illusion,
Laughed as i still wanted it be my

I felt so high, and i decided to die.

Even satisfying that want became a fight,
i got the heaven but no god was in sight.......