The Decision Poem by maddy macleod

I need to forget
That I hate you and love him
I either need to hate you both or like you both
Which?
I cant like you, I hate you and I always will
But I can’t hate him ‘cause I live for him
The decision is impossible

I need to find someone else to complete myself
The man who will find me and keep me
Realizing how perfect we are for each other
To find the good in me
Not judge me on the outside where I am a loser
He will love me for who I am
Deep in my heart I will know but the question is will realize it in time?

But still I need to make that decision
I cant I just can not make that decision
It’s either both of you or none
Can I live without him?
Maybe
But if I cant what will I do with my life
I may just die
That sounds good
I don’t have to make the decision
He will
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