The Mistakes Of Yesterday Poem by If you look closer you can see that my eyeliner's running XD

Everything in the end just fall apart,
and this is all just braking my heart,
I never toast to life because it never did anything for me,
When I'm dead thats the happiest I'm ever gonna be,
The sunshine's too bright; I'm just waiting for the rain,
Crying and waiting I'm growing steadily insane,
I wasn't ready to be the big pretender,
I wish that you could have really seen past 'her',
Maybe if I spoke up I wouldn't regret this all; it hurts me in everyway,
If I did I wouldn't stand here crying for the mistakes of yesterday