The Pain Poem by Christine Khey

I sitting alone, sitting in the corner
Seeing them laugh and joking
They keep ignoring me
More and more each time

I am here, but they looked at me like I never existed
Am I that bad? Are they disgust of me?
Did I ever make a mistake?

Nobody knows how I suffer with this pain, except God.
If they said that they know me, it is a lie.
I just want to let the pain away by letting the tears out. That's all.
But I just can not do it
It just not that easy to let that tears out.