The Struggle Poem by Jara Son of Ahaz

I'm struggling
To see the end
Past the beginning
Around the ruins
Mistakes and misconceptions
Sin and insanity
Wounds....physical
And mental.
Lack of hope
Void of optimism
Desperation!
Regret.

Then comes light
Sudden awareness
Of what was there
Never gone
Always waiting
Caring and carrying
Loving unconditional
Forgiving
Awakening
Hope

I start now
Down a new road
New dreams
Fresh goals
The road ahead clearer
Obstacles overcome
I want to make a difference
For me
For you
For love