The Wait Poem by Dr. Mahmud Firdaus

If you know what I've been through then you will know the pain in my soul,
If you know the scars and tears from my heart then you will know why I became cold,
I may looked strong and bold,
but truth is I lived enough pain until my feelings fade like the image of a pot of gold, under the rainbow.

Living the pain and sorrow, knowing you love me makes me feel human again,
I want us to be happy like a sparrow, taking off from a drain,
flying to vast sky to cold wind and rain.

Apology I paint as I can't provide for you right away,
I will make up for it, in the future ways,
thus a wise man says, 'always busy yourself with something useful because it you're not, you will tend to think bad things and get stress', at least that must be how I cope so I cry less.

You made your decision from your heart, and I will always support you no matter what.
But I hope you yourself be strong and don't budge.
Because no matter what, trust that fate have put us apart for some time just for us to be together forever the day after,
trust me for my heart is only touched by your genuine desire.

I always believed you made the best decision ever,
know that of you and me, you are wiser.
and maybe it is in our best interest to learn, focus on our study and become stronger.
that way we will be more prepared and ready,
that way we will be less sad and greed to wait for the day that we get married.

My dear girl, we are human so small to the world.
we have heart as sensitive as a pearl,

know that the day will come when you feel sad and I will hold you in my arms,
when you are in pain I will hold you in my arms,
when you are in stress I will hold you in my arms,
and even when you are happy I'll have you in my arms, every morning to the sound of alarm, always in my arms.

For that day to come, we'll have to wait,
be strong and think straight,
and above all- have faith.
It does'nt matter how many summer I will wait,
it will never be late.
Knowing you love me is enough for the wait.
I love you forever and always darling and nothing can stop that fate