This Addiction Poem by Kayla Corinne Beneteau

This addiction is my own,
my pain shall never leave me alone,
hopeing and knowing,
what lies inside,
i am not ready to die,
it is as if my confusion and fustration flow out,
with every line i make,
every promiss i break,
the feelings i cannot explain,
givin to me from all the torment and pain,
leave me alone,
please just let me shed,
tears from my vains,
knowing and wanting,
why i live this life,
seems as though i will never be able to stop,
if i knew why i was hynotized by teh way the blade draws the blood from my wrist,
maybe just maybe i could resist,
would you to come to my savior,
and give me one last kiss before i die,
would you hold me when i cry,
the blade kisses my wrists,
'who am i kiding he will never come, and i can never resist'
this addiction just seems to fit.