This Isnt Love Poem by Micron

I'm here I care about you he did say
Oh I wish he hadnt arrived that day
I love you he said I always have
I had no idea things would turn so bad
I was a fool I thought he was a friend
So maybe his act he didnt comprend
He simply ripped my soul apart
And stabbed pain right through my heart
But I was tied crying yet he wouldnt free
Hed promised if something happened hed let go me
In my defence for moments of peace
I pretended so he would free release
Though I tried pretended this was a filthy lie
And slowly inside dirty torn I did die
Gagged I couldnt cry and thought I would choke
He loves me yep well it wasnt a joke
I was alone and weak you see
And noone was there to just save me
The physical pain was harsh and cruel
But the pain in my head will always me rule
for if this is love and caring I know
I dont want this love that way that people show