Thought Of Death In Your Arms Poem by danielle bennett

I see you in my dreams
I see you with the worst thing possible
wishing it was me instead
knowing you never really cared about me
and will never think of me agian
once more you're in my mind
I set you with the greatest thing
anyone could ever have in their life
I gave you everything that you ever wanted
but all I was really doing the whole time
was destroying my body and myself
but most importantly
the one thing I destroyed the most in my life
was my future life for any peace
I thank you with gratitude
and all my heart
for showing me not everything in life with me good
some will be bad or even good
it all depends on how serious you take your life
and what you've done with your life
I'm thanking you for showing
the way life is going to work
which only be the worst possible
it will be in shame and destroy all that i've ever had